Doing alright for now

So, this week has been very stressful! I had a doctors appointment on the sixth of April, but I can't do homework in the hospital. When I go into the hospital, I usually stay for at least two weeks. I am scared that I won't get to do homework because the internet connection won't let me log onto the school website. So...... I think I will reschedule my appointment for next month, so that I won't have to worry about getting behind in class. I just hope I don't get sick before then. I usually go into the hospital every April because allergy season is terrible during spring here in Oklahoma. Especially when every tree around is a pine. So everyone keep your fingers crossed for me, in hopes of me staying healthy enough to wait a month to see the doctor!

I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter! I did! I got to spend the weekend with my sister and her kids. It was wonderful. My dad also surprised me with a new puppy! He is a 6 week old border collie. He is so cute! I named him Pancho, and my nephew couldn't stop talking about him. I am pretty content with my life right now!

Waiting for next week...

Well, this week has been a long but short week. I really dislike those kinds... It seems like Monday was forever ago, but then again, it seems like it was yesterday. I am really looking forward to the break. My sister may come up for Easter, so I am really happy about that.

Wow, I feel like my brain isn't working right or something. I can't seem to get everything together to write this essay that is due on Monday! Does anyone else get that way?

I have to go to the doctor on April 6th, and I am having so much trouble keeping up the exercise and everything else to stay healthy. Exercise is what I am having trouble with the most. I can't seem to get motivated for it. I got so used to playing competitive basketball in high school that now nothing is fun anymore. I wished I could find something soon! I really don't want to go back into the hospital only after three months! Yikes! I hope everyone has a good weekend and break!

How Aggravating...

I just found out that I am out $1500 from the school. I got a scholarship for that much, but the check was "lost". Now I only got back a very small fraction of that from my Pell refund. I was hoping for more money for an eye appointment. I have been having problems with my eyes for a while now, and I know for a fact that I need more glasses or contacts. My two year old nephew, Brexton, and my one year old niece, Braylee, decided they wanted to look like Sissy and wear her glasses. Yeah, guess how that turned out. I'll give you a hint. I'm blind as a bat now. Jinkies when is this craziness going to end?!?

Too Much Sadness

This coming month marks the one year anniversary of my brother Lucas' death. It is not any easier to deal with than it has been. To add to the sadness, I found out about an hour ago that my seven year old cousin was in an ATV wreck. He didn't make it. This year has started out so badly. I thought new year=better year than the last. Well, it hasn't shown it. Everything is so sad nowadays... I just keep praying and hoping that everything will work out for the best... *Sigh*

Overwhelmed and Stressed OUT!!!

Oh my gracious. I am so overwhelmed and stressed right now. I feel like I can't get anything together. I am getting more depressed about everything. That is really not good for me, because that just invites viruses and sick germs to come to me. Too many family deaths, too much travel, too much, too much, too much!!!! BAH! I am seriously thinking I am on the verge of insanity. How much more of this can I take? *Sighs* I don't know. I just don't know.