Too Much Sadness

This coming month marks the one year anniversary of my brother Lucas' death. It is not any easier to deal with than it has been. To add to the sadness, I found out about an hour ago that my seven year old cousin was in an ATV wreck. He didn't make it. This year has started out so badly. I thought new year=better year than the last. Well, it hasn't shown it. Everything is so sad nowadays... I just keep praying and hoping that everything will work out for the best... *Sigh*