Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tired, but Thankful...

Today I am so thankful that school is almost over for the summer. It's not that I don't like school, it's just that I know that this summer is going to be crazy! Between hospital stays, job hunting, and just being sick, I kind of dread it. I am thinking about keeping this updated, and sharing with others, but I am not sure.

I am also thinking about everything in my life, and all that I am blessed with, and I am just so happy. No matter how hard I think life is, I still have a wonderful family, and that is something that is becoming more and more rare. I love that my parents let me stay with them, and stay with me when I go into the hospital. They don't have to do either one of those, but that's just the kind of people they are. I love my life right now. No matter how many times I cough, get sick, moan, groan, gripe, or just be plain annoying, they still are there for me. They know how hard my life gets, and they are there with me every step of the way.

Thank you, Lord, for blessing me with so many great things that I don't deserve.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Countdown to Summer!

Wow, I cannot believe that this semester is almost over! At first, it seemed like it was going to be forever until school was over for the summer! Now I am thinking, "Am I sure that I have done everything for school? Am I sure that the semester ends in two weeks? Did I do all of that work?" I keep thinking about how I came back from the hospital, and how hard I had to work to catch up.
I think about how much I had overcome, and I feel proud of myself. I think that just shows myself that I can overcome anything I set my mind to. If I am determined, I can do it. This made my self-esteem level go up!
I can't wait until summer, though! Except the fact that I have to go to the doctor on May 4th, so I am anxious about whether or not I will have to go back in the hospital or not... That is the only thing that I dread about the summer. I have spent every summer in the hospital since I hurt my knee in 2008. I am torn between wanting to go in, or wanting to stay home. If I don't go in, I will have to go back to the doctor in August, and if I go in then, I will miss some of the first of the semester! That would be terrible! I guess I am just going to have to pray about it, and trust God. I know whatever happens will be what is supposed to happen, and it happens for a reason.
I hope everyone is doing good, and I am glad that I got the chance to meet everyone of you!

Monday, April 12, 2010

New week...

Well, this week I have big plans for homework. I am doing pretty good so far, and already have one class done with! I am struggling with what to do my paper over though. I thought about CF, but I have done so many of those for high school, scholarships, and so many other writing prompts. I don't know about it...
My dad just started a new job, so things are pretty hectic because we are not used to the schedule he has. I really don't have much to say this week. I know that is kind of weird, huh? I thought so too. Well... I hope everyone is doing great, and I wish all of you the best!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Doing alright for now

So, this week has been very stressful! I had a doctors appointment on the sixth of April, but I can't do homework in the hospital. When I go into the hospital, I usually stay for at least two weeks. I am scared that I won't get to do homework because the internet connection won't let me log onto the school website. So...... I think I will reschedule my appointment for next month, so that I won't have to worry about getting behind in class. I just hope I don't get sick before then. I usually go into the hospital every April because allergy season is terrible during spring here in Oklahoma. Especially when every tree around is a pine. So everyone keep your fingers crossed for me, in hopes of me staying healthy enough to wait a month to see the doctor!

I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter! I did! I got to spend the weekend with my sister and her kids. It was wonderful. My dad also surprised me with a new puppy! He is a 6 week old border collie. He is so cute! I named him Pancho, and my nephew couldn't stop talking about him. I am pretty content with my life right now!